(Don't Wanna be) All By Myself

It's raining outside, make me in the mood of a pint of romantic taste.

Started with "Can't live" from Mariah Carey, I ended up in the new version of "All By Myself" by Charice, a young talented woman originally from The Philliphines. Here's the video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ptNv840aVg

"When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

*All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

**"

This is just struck me in my face, and remind me of the constant insecurities that I used to have, which now, is gone. I look at the rain and reconstruct again a long conversation with my best friend. About the mystery of love. When you only realize the value of a person to you, when he/she is gone. When you think that you want to leave someone, but the good side of him/her comes up, and you hesitate. When no matter how perfect you are to each other, when all the situation is against you, sometimes it's better to letting go.

What we afraid the most is loneliness. And the key to avoid that is actually not by finding someone to accompany you all the time, but instead, to have a peace of your mind, that whatever the situation is, it's only the matter of perception, and how you value yourself. Insecurity comes, not because you don't have someone to protect you, it's because your imagination make you think that way.

And when you are about to break, just remember to stand on your own feet. And you'll be okay.