The act you should have done

It is your body that stay awake all night. She want to ask you to stop but she couldn't. All she can do is forced herself to be strong for you.

It is your body that eat that junk food for you. She wants to resist but she couldn't, she hold it because she wants to make you happy. Her choice is only to eat that piece of crap or crawling all night begging for anything to eat. She chose the first option. You know why. She actually have no choice.

It is your brain who work all day. Even when you sleep, she keeps calculating the number, the possibility. She wants to stop but you won't let her. You will blame her if you think she's running slow. My dear, she's not lazy. She is tired.

It is your heart who carry the load of your feeling. When your mouth is too coward to speak up your mind, it is your heart who take the burden. She want to break but she hold the anger because she knows she can't. You need her more than she needs you.

Don't forget the hand who keeps writing, the foot that keeps walking, the eyes that keep looking, and all parts of your body who does nothing but follow their master's will.

Therefore my dear, when their hardwork doesn't meet up your expectation, give themselves some reward for doing their best. They are tired but they keeps going, what else do you want? It is them who work hard. Maybe nobody else does, but you do recognize it. Don't you?

So, therefore I'm begging you,

Give yourself some reward. They deserve it.